Posts Tagged With: bittersweet

Not Long Now

Peaches is failing fast.  G has been trying to tempt her to eat and she tries, but then just has to go outside and throw up, which takes even more out of her.  I have begged her (G) just not to feed her.  If she wants something, she’ll let us know.  She drinks water.  She [...]

Categories: Pets and critters, sad | Tags: , , , | 2 Comments

Metastasis

There are days When I wish I could go To a doctor or A mad scientist, Sit myself down In their chair, Give myself over To them as I once did To you. I would tell them, “Put me on your machines, Twist your dials, Lay me open, Vivisect me.” As I think Of you. See?  [...]

Categories: dreams, introspection, lesbian life, life history, memories, poetry, truth | Tags: , , , , | Leave a comment

Happy Birthday, Meeps!

Would have been her 80th.

Categories: 'bout me, 'round Colorado, Birthdays, Love, Meeps, memories | Tags: , , , | 1 Comment

Honor

One of our across the street neighbors died last week, the wife of a couple that G knew from her social work before we ever moved here.  Rosa was barely a year older than I, but I almost never saw her unless she was heading down the road, sitting on the back of her husband’s [...]

Categories: 'round Colorado, death, friends, introspection, neighbors, prayers | Tags: , , , | 5 Comments

When Life Gives You Lemons…

…make lemon upside-down cake!!  Oh yes. One of my favorite Christmas gifts this year was a lovely package of 13 amazing little orbs of sunshine, aka home-grown lemons, from the always-fabulous Roxy. They arrived a couple of days after Christmas and after simply eating one right out of the box, I’ve been trying to figure [...]

Categories: 'bout me, 'round Colorado, blessings, Christmas gifts, cooking, daughter, Food and eating, Lemon love | Tags: , , , , , | 2 Comments

I’m Sorry

I met him at a science fiction convention, 1991 or 1992.  I was 35; he was 10 years younger.  My Trek ‘zine writing/editing/publishing partner wanted to send a big load of our work to a ‘zine-oriented con in Houston and offered to pay my way and put me up at the con hotel. It would [...]

Categories: 'bout me, boys, life history, memories, truth, writing | Tags: , , , | 2 Comments

Yesterday

And all the days after that: Can’t believe it’s been five years.  Miss you every day, Meeps!

Categories: 'bout me, family stories, grandkids, Love, memories | Tags: , , , | 2 Comments

I Miss…

The Kiss Twilight drew me to my bed, To rest from daytime’s frantic labors. I lay to music soft and low, Beneath the warmth of flannel. Neither sleeping nor awake I floated, weightless, O’er the bed– And drifted in a ‘tweening world Where unbridled dreaming led. Upon my cheek I felt your touch, Warm and [...]

Categories: 'bout me, dreams, Love, poetry | Tags: , , , | 1 Comment

Because I Know How It Feels

Categories: 'bout me, dreams, Love, truth | Tags: , , | 5 Comments

The Cure

I can’t embed this into the blog, but please, PLEASE go watch it.  It will amaze you and bring you to tears, but good, really good tears.  It did me.  I thank one of my coworkers for sending it to me in IM today when she knew I wasn’t feeling up to par. Happy April!

Categories: being grumpy, heroes, inspiration | Tags: , , | 4 Comments

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